Life is but a dream...

topic posted Fri, December 3, 2004 - 6:31 AM by  Snohomish
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Here in Amsterdam the last few days have been incredibly dreamlike. The feeling of being in love coupled with the heavy hash smoking has produced an euphoric effect the likes of which I´ve never seen before. The new language barrier thing is trippy too. It makes all social interaction incredibly isolating. I say as little as possible, unlike my emails (ha, ha). So, I did manage to dream something, but it wasn´t any different than my waking experience. It´s moments like these when I realize that dreams may only affect us during sleep when the feelings they embody are otherwise somehow suppressed during normal waking consciousness. My hypothesis is that if we suppress certain emotions, in other words we avoid certain experiences altogether (which it is in our natures to experience), then we experience these emotions during our sleep in our dreams. It is possible, and perhpas preferrable to experience these feelings during unconsious sleep, but residual memory of our experience while dreaming may be disturbing to the mind which has suppressed those emotions.

One perfect example comes to mind. I enjoy a pretty healthy sex life, but resolved to avoid non monogamous sex after my engagement to my fiance. Normally this wouldn´t present any sort of problem except that in this particular situation, she happened to live 9 times zones away. This suppression of the emotion of lust, or the satisfaction of it, resulted in several weeks of erotic dreams which would often haunt me upon waking each morning. In order to combat the frequency of these images from overwhelming my thoughts, Karolina (my fiance) and I would frequently engage in phone sex. Later, after the transforming of this desire into satisfaction, I ceased to dream about blond bombshell orgies. Kind of a bummer huh? Well you should meet my fiance...
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  • Re: Life is but a dream...

    Tue, April 12, 2005 - 8:55 AM
    Sexual Energies and the Spiritual Work

    Belzebuub talks about sexual energies in the spiritual work and answers various student questions about the Kundalini.

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    When the energy that is latent in the coccyx bone rises it is called the Kundalini, but with orgasm it goes down into the abyss, this forms the Kundabuffer organ, represented by the tail of the demon. The energy going downwards strengthens the egos and keeps the person enslaved by their power; it keeps humans as beasts chained to the wheel of life.

    Orgasm is the Biblical poisoned fruit that the serpent (the descending serpent / Kundalini) tempted Adam with, by eating the fruit they were thrown out of paradise. We return to Eden, paradise by denying that fruit and practicing alchemy.

    […] The energy of the Kundalini is totally sexual and when there is an orgasm (or a fall) it falls back down if it has been raised, so they are to be avoided if any spiritual progress is to be made. Humanity is in a fallen state with alchemy and the other two keys we can rise and awaken.

    Q: I have read that raising the Kundalini can be dangerous. Some people go through great emotional, psychological and physical difficulties and that there are not too many leaders out there equipped or willing to counsel someone in trouble once the Kundalini is awakened. Any comments or reassurances would be greatly appreciated. Thanks.

    The people who say that raising the Kundalini can be dangerous have never done it, even though they may say they have. It is not dangerous, it is necessary for spiritual development and is something very spiritual.

    Q: Would having a curved spine affect the Kundalini?

    Having a curved spine does not affect the Kundalini because the energy can still rise through it.

    Q: How do the Chakras fit in with the ego centres? What do you think about Chakra clearing as a daily practice? I noticed when you talked about the sexual energies becoming red rather than black this seems to correspond with the root Chakra. Are we talking about the same thing? Does the Kundalini arise from the root Chakra up the spine to the crown Chakra?

    The centres where the egos manifest are completely different things to the Chakras. The Chakras cannot be cleared, there is nothing to clear, they are activated which is different. However, the egos ‘muddy’ the connection with the Chakras and other spiritual parts. The red colour represents the state of the sexual energies, when the energy becomes red it activates the Kundalini which was previously dormant in the coccyx bone where the Chakra is.

    Yes the Kundalini rises from the coccyx bone where the root Chakra is up the spine to the crown Chakra, but it rises up the spine and as it does it activates churches along the spine, there is a church for each Chakra, when the Kundalini reaches a church, then the church activates the corresponding Chakra.

    Q: What is the “descending serpent”? The serpent seems to get bad press in most religions (except Egyptian) – is there some fundamental spiritual reason for this?

    The descending serpent, the Kundabuffer, is the consequence of the fallen being, the demon’s tail, the negative energy that goes from the coccyx bone to the abyss, it keeps the person hypnotised by their egos, when the Kundalini has risen it is gone.

    - Belzebuub (Abridged Extract: Journey to Enlightenment Course – Week 5: Alchemy)

    More here -- www.gnosticweb.com/index.php
    • Re: Life is but a dream...

      Tue, April 12, 2005 - 12:07 PM
      I think of the tail of the Dragon as the cycle of pain and death and ego as you say, but I feel no qualms about returning "or falling" as you put it. My momentum is preserved in this rising and falling and I feel not pain or remorse in my union with each high and low.

      In western mysticism, the tradition is to withhold the sexual fluids, but in my humble opinion, the sexual fluids can also be used as a sacrament. There is the dove and there is the serpent, choose ye well.

      I have decided to choose according to the law of liberty and as it should correspond to my work. The sexual fluids are my Eucharist.
      I would like to also share that the coiling force of of the Kundalini is spiral in nature and goes up and down creating a wheel that moves up and down like in the book of Ezekial. The difference between what Denny is doing and what I am doing is essentially the difference between those ascended masters who have never bothered to return and administer the virtues to the brethern. What is theis folly against self? If you will to unite with your chosen and preferred then so be it. If your will is celibacy then do not have sex. But Denny's method is so Old Aeon. Nothing personal, but it reminds me of when people used to think the Earth was flat. The road to Heaven is not a one-way street. There are some who like it both ways.

      • Re: Life is but a dream...

        Tue, May 24, 2005 - 2:32 PM
        There must be two before we have an option. Where there is an option, we find choice. Where there is a choice, there is confusion. A leaf doesn't decide where it wants to go, but allows the wind to carry it in any direction. The leaf has no choice and that is why it is perfect.

        The Earth is flat. Why not? Form is an illusion.

        We can take three dimensional information and project it onto a two-dimensional surface easily. If we leave out the field of view calculations, it is simply --

        x1 = x / z
        y1 = y / z

        Peace,
        Denny